Aaah….actualy I really write something different, but I don’t know what I must write. I have no idea about that. I feel something in my deepest heart, but I can’t write it easily, I also can’t imagine about it. It just appear in my feeling, I can feel it. But I don’t know what kind of feeling is that?
Is it just my obsession? Or is it just my passion?
Sometimes I really want to cry, but I don’t know what I cry for? I just feel that I want being somewhere that I’ve never been before. I just want to go with myself alone, being alone, and feel myself. I want to throw all away, everything in my shoulder. But I can’t!
When I listen to the instrument, I really want to enjoy myself alone. Like being alone in a little street under the trees with the wind blow my hair and fly the leaves away around my body. Run away follow the wind. Then I feel like I am gone from this world.