One step closer.....
The title isn't in A Thousand Year's lyric, but it is about my age, my life, and my future. Well, today is my birthday. From now on, I'm a 23 year old woman. Woman? Yes, I'm not a young girl anymore, although I always wish that this would be always my forever 20th birthday, then I will always be young, haha!
Maturity, a word that will always be considered. Actually I don't know what happened to my 22nd age. I was really under pressure, I felt that it was not myself. My ego was really uncontrolled. What I felt was that I wanted to be free, to let me out from my problems, and I really wanted to go somewhere I never knew. Those all really made me confused, fed up, and crazy. Yes, that was true! But I'd tried to hold on with my life. Then, I passed through those all. Alhamdulillah, I came back to my normal self. I hate my 22 which I wished that I would be more fortunate. However, I should thank that Allah still give me many chances to do, to fix all.
Well, today is my birthday. Nothing special in my birthday. No party (of course), no candle (of course, it's forbidden in Islam), no cake, or else, less felicitation from my family and friends, but there are always prayers for me from those one I always love, this is the most important!
I realize that in this my 23rd age, I should become stronger, more creative, braver, and better than previous. I should get closer with Allah, because I know that I'm getting closer to the door of my death. Yes, that is the one I always should remember. I only hope for the best. The best I can do, the best also I can get. And I have many prayers that in my 23rd year old, I hope my all targets will be coming true.
One step closer to success
One step closer to happiness
One step closer to death
The title isn't in A Thousand Year's lyric, but it is about my age, my life, and my future. Well, today is my birthday. From now on, I'm a 23 year old woman. Woman? Yes, I'm not a young girl anymore, although I always wish that this would be always my forever 20th birthday, then I will always be young, haha!
Maturity, a word that will always be considered. Actually I don't know what happened to my 22nd age. I was really under pressure, I felt that it was not myself. My ego was really uncontrolled. What I felt was that I wanted to be free, to let me out from my problems, and I really wanted to go somewhere I never knew. Those all really made me confused, fed up, and crazy. Yes, that was true! But I'd tried to hold on with my life. Then, I passed through those all. Alhamdulillah, I came back to my normal self. I hate my 22 which I wished that I would be more fortunate. However, I should thank that Allah still give me many chances to do, to fix all.
Well, today is my birthday. Nothing special in my birthday. No party (of course), no candle (of course, it's forbidden in Islam), no cake, or else, less felicitation from my family and friends, but there are always prayers for me from those one I always love, this is the most important!
I realize that in this my 23rd age, I should become stronger, more creative, braver, and better than previous. I should get closer with Allah, because I know that I'm getting closer to the door of my death. Yes, that is the one I always should remember. I only hope for the best. The best I can do, the best also I can get. And I have many prayers that in my 23rd year old, I hope my all targets will be coming true.
One step closer to success
One step closer to happiness
One step closer to death
2 komentar:
selamat 23! jiayou! ;D
haha ada cici anggie komen, arigatou...
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