Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

Rapuh  by Opick

  "A little thing crosses my mind

        just like a butterfly"

Guide My Way

Please....
make my way straight to You
although there are many stones head off
Please....
make my heart straight to You
although there are many feelings crossed
and please....
make my eyes only cry for You
shed the tears down
soften the hard feelings
and break the stone of heart
lighten the dark shadow
strengthen the weak soul
and burn the dried spirit
Let You guide my way
in every step I make
in every breath I take
in every time I pass
till someday I'll fell down on my step
I'll stop to breath
and the time then will take me to another life
please....
don't ever let me go from Your side

Meaningless Writing

I know that every person have their own way 

to look, speak, write, read

And so do I

I have my own style to write 

just like what I’ve been writing in this blog

Different from others?

Yes…

Maybe, I’m still not a good writer 

Especially for something amazing like ISLAM

But I will always try and try

sometimes,

I write for something useless

However, I still learn

yes, I’m just a human

Weak and limited

I still keep standing for this, 

to make me better and better

I’ll never give up

I promise this to myself

Yes, I'm a dreamer....

What would you answer if I ask you, "are you a dreamer?"

Is there anything wrong with that question? no, of course not...
Dreamer can be anything, postive or negative. I think I have both, well, to be honest. Although I know we should all take the positive thing for our life. Well, that's just the other side of me. If I should answer that question, my answer would be "Yes, I'm a dreamer"!
However, we should see the context and what the effect will be from the word 'dreamer'. I have said that dreamer may has two side, positive and negative. I have my own opinion about this, that every person must be a dreamer, why? do they have own their dreams they want to take? of course yes. That's the positive thing, that dreamers might have their own ways to get their dreams. I've learned some ways how we create our future to reach our dreams. Maybe I should try it to get my dreams. With this, our life would be changed.
But I'm another dreamer. This is different, because this couldn't enter our real life. Sometimes in life, we try not to be a dreamer, but it comes and comes again. I try to let it go but I can't. So, maybe this will become another accessories of my life, for the dreams I can't take. But I won't trap into it too long, although I know I like it. I won't make it last forever, never!
For that reason, I may say that every person is a dreamer, whether for real or unreal.  But I don't wanna take it for granted. With dream, it can change our life. And for the dream has been promised, why don't we try to take it in our life? What are you waiting for? It's just the matter of time, and what we need is just do our best! :)

The Guillotine: Fastest Way to the Death

The battled starts adversaries 

We bathe in our blood 

The worst is yet to come 

We've reached the covenant 

To kill what we have started 

Kill the machines 

We've spawned to fight in the darkest hour 

(escape the faith - the guillotine)

Heyho, what's up?! I dunno why suddenly I'm interested in this great and scary thing. It's not suddenly, actually, I've been interested in 3 years ago with this deathly device. Why do I want to post this? I actually want to write a story which tells about this. I'd ever write the short story one when I've been in 2nd semester.  It will be the long long story actually, but I made it shorter, to be my assignment.
Well, that's only my introduction.

The guillotine is actually a device used for carrying out executions by decapitation (wikipedia.com). It consists of a tall upright frame from which an angled blade is suspended. This blade is raised with a rope, and the condemned's neck is positioned beneath it. The blade then falls rapidly, severing the head from the body. It was created by Doctor Joseph-Ignace Guillotine, a French Phsycian, who proposed the capital punishment in that period. t's used during the period of France Revolution to punish to all whom should be in death penalty. It is a humane punishment because it can kill human very fast and painless.

Yucckss!!! Bloody hell!

You can imagine this punishment when it is applicable in this country. I think the corruptors will not rise and even they who have a plan to do corruption will be sooo scary if they know this bloody punishment. But nowadays, there's no country used this device in their punishment, because it is regarded to be too cruel punishment.

Yeah, that's very cruel punishment in that period. But why do I want to tell the story about it? Well, I'm just interested in the French histories, about the war, revolution, and all, including this deathly device.

Well, that's only my posting. To know more, find it by yourself, LOL :P

Watch out for the headless ghost behind youuuuu!!!!!

Feelings

Mixed feelings now are in me. My feeling shows everything. 
Happy, sad, bored, love, confuse, annoyed, funny, angry, and other which are too much to be said.
Feels that it will have no end. But this is life, living in the moment to be like this, living my life.
Not like the straight road, but just like passing through the mountain.
Wherever I'm going, I will always have all these feelings.
But I'm trying to enjoy as the world is on my hand.
I just want to say that I'm lucky.
Because this life is remarkable and  the after is more remarkable.
And the world as I see it is remarkable.
Because the world is Yours, and so I'm.
But I won't give up. Whether all these feelings appear.
And even the skies get rough.
I'm giving all my life and my love.
I won't give up.
Because I'm lucky and I'm Yours.